coffee's notes
Minggu, 08 April 2012
Dia hening diam saja
Kamis, 05 April 2012
Dalam Sepi otakku..
Sabtu, 25 Februari 2012
Ironi..
Dont you remember...
How funny the first time we met..
How glad I am because we are same..
Yet, at that time.. I thought, I would lose your way..
But.. we meet again eventually
I never imagine we will definitely together as now
But, lately.. everything is not going well as nice as I thought ..
the farther away you leave me..
even I try to reach you.. you are not willing to back at me
you are keeping run.. getting far and far..
only remaining your shadow here
Today, I surely know I was wrong..
I expected you could be someone I trust to, I share with, I wait for..
However..you just the same as those who left me..
you dont even leave with any explication..
lead me drop into confusion..
Sabtu, 04 Februari 2012
Tik Tik Tik...
Dalam diam, semua menjadi pilu..
Ringkih tak tertolong
Merapuh membuat kelabu
Dalam diam, semua menjadi kelu..
Perih tak tertahan
Membekas membuat termangu
Dalam diam, semua menjadi debu..
Hilang tak tersisa
Mengabur membuat meragu
Diam
“Diam,
Diam bukan berarti sudah menguap,
Diam bukan berarti sudah lupa,
Diam bukan berarti tak perduli,
Diam bukan berarti tak menyesal,
Diam bukan berarti tak mengharap,
Diam bukan berarti pasrah,
Diam bukan berarti membiarkan, dan
Diam bukan berarti menyudahkan”
Senin, 16 Januari 2012
The More Remember, The More Forgotten
I remember, I ever had your laugh
Sang your song
Heard your guitar
I remember, I ever had your call
Someone who firstly said "Happy Birthday"
Someone who never said no to me
I remember, I ever had your hand
How excited me, when we meet
How silent me when we are appart
And I remember, I ever had your love
What a far distance
What a close shadow
Now, all is getting far and far
Every single memory appear as a big rain
Whereas, you softly disappear as a smooth wind
Here, I am busy to carve much ink about you
Whilst, you are busy to leave a thousand feel about me
The more I am forgotten,
The more you will easily remember me
The more I am forsaken,
The more you will surely back at me
Rabu, 21 Desember 2011
Deina dan Tupai
Tiba tiba Ia tersesat di pinggiran hutan,tak sengaja menemui tupai..
Lalu, si tupai bertanya.. hendak kemana kau gadis cantik..
Deina menyeru.. aku mau kabur..
Tupai bilang:
sejauh apapun kamu kabur... masalah masalah itu sudah terlanjur menempel di benakmu..
Lalu, apa pernah benak dan raga mu terpisah walau hanya sedetik saja?
Deina membantah..
Siapa bilang aku mau kabur dari masalah..
aku hanya ingin lari, aku tidak suka disini, aku tak bisa nafas, aku tak bisa lega..
Kemudian tupai berkata..
Kalau semua orang selalu hidup dalam kenyamanan,
lalu apa artinya hidup ini..
lalu dari mana kita memahami mana yang bahagia mana yang tidak..
bagaimana kita membedakan mana sedih mana senang..
bagaimana kita bisa bersyukur atas kebahagiaan
dan menangis atas kesedihan..??